Hippiechick91's blog

Miserable and overwhelmed

Its 5am, I was woke up at 4 by my dog to take him out... usually I don't think anything of it but today I'm just so damn tired of being woke up and never going back to sleep! I AM SO TIRED! it's so hard for me to fall asleep and stay asleep and here I am awake...again.. for the millionth time. I'M SO TIRED OF IT I COULD SCREAM.
My chest is literally filled with nothing but anger and frustration. I went to sleep like 3 hours ago why can't I just go back to sleep?
Because everything freaking hurts!

My story so far..

I'm 24 and I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia in July of this year but have been feeling some of the symptoms for a few years now. I was diagnosed with an endocrine disorder called PCOS about 3 years ago. It causes painful cysts to grow on the ovaries (my ovaries are the size of my uterus, not cute) . For some women cysts may not always occur but the hormone imbalance does. Polycystic ovarian syndrome PCOS causes an excess amount of male hormones which leads to many side effects such as male like beard and thick body hair, male pattern baldness.