Just having a bad week
For three days this past week I couldn't even get out of bed and had no desire. When it happens my system shuts down I don't sleep, eat, drink or take meds, I do nothing but watch TV and go to the bathroom, I don't answer the phone or talk to anyone. I'm just miserable I can't even stand myself.
I know there are people worse off then I am but I feel abandoned and alone. Partially it's because I still haven't come to terms with my wifes passing. I'm angry because she didn't have to die. I couldn't get her to the Doctors when she wasn't feeling well for six months. It all could have been avoided. I'm so mad I can't go to the cemetry it might be a longtime before I can.
So adding it all up my Fibro, Gerds, RSD, A-Fib, Incontinence and Carpul Tunnel just to name a few. They're all are just rageing at my expense. My VNA asks my pain level 1 to 10 I tell her 25 that's how it is.
Feeling just wonderful, Lifes a barrel of Monkeys
Dick T.@94
For three days this past week I couldn't even get out of bed and had no desire. When it happens my system shuts down I don't sleep, eat, drink or take meds, I do nothing but watch TV and go to the bathroom, I don't answer the phone or talk to anyone. I'm just miserable I can't even stand myself.
I know there are people worse off then I am but I feel abandoned and alone. Partially it's because I still haven't come to terms with my wifes passing. I'm angry because she didn't have to die. I couldn't get her to the Doctors when she wasn't feeling well for six months. It all could have been avoided. I'm so mad I can't go to the cemetry it might be a longtime before I can.
So adding it all up my Fibro, Gerds, RSD, A-Fib, Incontinence and Carpul Tunnel just to name a few. They're all are just rageing at my expense. My VNA asks my pain level 1 to 10 I tell her 25 that's how it is.
Feeling just wonderful, Lifes a barrel of Monkeys
Dick T.@94