- May 11, 2014
- DX FIBRO
The past several days have been a haze of pain. It was a great accomplishment to take a bath. I hadn't in several days. I am tired but can't sleep. I'm... thinking about ending the pain. All of it. For good. I think I have enough meds. I have researched the lethal doses for each of them, plus have some anti-nausea meds to prevent them from just making me throw them back up. I am torn. I want to die, but then I don't. Has anyone ever felt this way? Been this close it? Or closer? Could really use some support.