twiztc
Senior member
- Joined
- Feb 3, 2013
- Messages
- 244
- Diagnosis
- 08/2000
- Country
- CA
- State
- ON
My niece is getting married tomorrow and all the family and friends will be there.
I've been looking forward to it for so long.
Today im not doing so well though. I have had a mental headache for over a week, been feeling like i've had a cold for about two weeks and thought maybe its allergies,I don't know.
Had to stay at work an hour later than usual when all I really wanted to do was go home to bed.
my hands are so stiff and sore, still having a lot of pain in my hips and now my knees have given up the ghost.
So now I'm feeling sorry for myself and in a way dreading tomorrow.
I really dont want to feel like the resident cripple and have people feel sorry for me.
I dont want to miss out on another family event because of my stupid body.
I just want to wake up in the morning not feeling like I do right at this minute.
I want to be balling my eyes out with happy tears, not agonised frustration in pain tears like right now.
I've been looking forward to it for so long.
Today im not doing so well though. I have had a mental headache for over a week, been feeling like i've had a cold for about two weeks and thought maybe its allergies,I don't know.
Had to stay at work an hour later than usual when all I really wanted to do was go home to bed.
my hands are so stiff and sore, still having a lot of pain in my hips and now my knees have given up the ghost.
So now I'm feeling sorry for myself and in a way dreading tomorrow.
I really dont want to feel like the resident cripple and have people feel sorry for me.
I dont want to miss out on another family event because of my stupid body.
I just want to wake up in the morning not feeling like I do right at this minute.
I want to be balling my eyes out with happy tears, not agonised frustration in pain tears like right now.