- Apr 6, 2014
- DX FIBRO
Anger at..... The pain and the exhaustion. The fibro fog that makes me look like I have Dementia. The longing to go back to work but knowing that its impossible. The feeling of being useless. The days my mind and body fight, my mind wants to do everything and my body says NO WAY!! Fighting to get disability only to be denied again. Doctors lack of empathy! Always having to justify my reasons for cancelling with friends and family. Trying to get understanding and empathy from the ones who think I'm just a lazy person. The laying in bed not being able to fall asleep. The Loneliness of watching life going on around me. The way I am in isolation in the freezing Canadian winter temperatures. The grieving over the loss of myself. The roller-coaster ride of emotions. One day you can do things but the next day you pay for it. My new years wish for 2018 We get the help and the compassion we deserve. We all get disability when we can no longer function at work. We all get Doctors who really care and not look at you as being a pain in the ass to them. We can all be entitled to Medical Marjwanna if we choose to go that route. We all get free counseling on coping skills. We all have Family and Friends who love us and help us and most importantly EVERYONE BELIEVES US!! NO MORE SHAME FOR BEING SICK!