I know how you feel, 1sweed! It has happened several times, that kept me in denial... I didn't want to believe I had something chronic that wasn't curable. Well, after a while I kinda learnt to cope and accept things as they are, at least fibro isn't going to kill me, isn't like I was diagnosed with a fatal disease like terminal cancer or anything like that. I know the pain can get worse tho, much worse and living in pain isn't cool, but I do believe that a long as there is life there is a lot hope! Life is wonderful... it's a miracle we are here talking! Life is precious and plan to make the most out of it... before something else happens.