- Mar 11, 2014
- DX FIBRO
The fibro is getting worse almost daily it seems. I no longer have so called "good" days, if I am lucky, they seem to be more like "good" moments. One moment may be tolerable but within a few minutes, I can't hardly walk. My quality of life is deteriorating rapidly. I am 48 years old, single parent, suffering through working full time and something has to give. I cannot function enough to get dinner going or get the house picked up etc. My daughter is the only one who truly understands what I am going through as she sees it everyday. I wake up and cry knowing all of the pain I am going to go through during the day. I cry when I get home from work from the agony and exhaustion I am in. I cry before I go to bed. I have gotten to the point that I know I am hurting myself more by putting myself through what I have been with working full time. I have so much stress there because of how I am getting treated because of my absences. I walk in there every day and wonder if it is the day I am going to get fired because of it. I was diagnosed with cancer last year and had major abdominal surgery for it. I am terrified of it coming back and I know all this stress I am putting my body under with work is not helping the situation. Just feeling so lost and depressed over everything right now.