kitteh
New member
- Joined
- Jan 18, 2015
- Messages
- 4
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 01/2014
- Country
- US
- State
- CA
FM flair ups are fun.
....said no one ever.
I imagine the single most violent end to most everyone when I have a flair up.
Everything gets amplified. Every ****ing thing. I'm almost certain this is how autism must feel.
Lights too bright. Need sunglasses in the drug store.
Sounds. I hear every freaking one of them. On full blast. So loud that it pierces my brain. Earplugs are necessary when my cats eat or when rain is falling. Else, I am liable to lose my mind.
Tingling hands/feet. Everyone thinks I'm drunk when I text. I drop things.
Poop spray. We'll just leave it at that.
Good days were the flu. Today, it's a mack truck.
What's that ****ing word I was trying to say? Fibrofog from hell.
Dotay we're going to talk about cun fondition called aphasia.
Did I sleep this week?
Migraine #7 in 7 days.
I haven't cleaned the house in 10 days and I'd rather commit suicide than try.
Doctor, I'm not a drug addict. I just need to clean my house.
Trying to explain to people that depression is not causing my pain, but in fact pain is causing my depression.
I think my hair hurts.
Caress me and you die. But I can run into a table and bruise the shit out of my knee and not know it.
Chewing food is exhausting. Drinking food on the other hand....
I can't tell if you're massaging me or pissing me off with your lack of adequate pressure.
Periods that make you question whether or not you should just cut out all your lady bits.
Wondering what pain free actually feels like.... because this shit started in pre-school.
And of course... visions of stabbing everyone in the eye.
....said no one ever.
I imagine the single most violent end to most everyone when I have a flair up.
Everything gets amplified. Every ****ing thing. I'm almost certain this is how autism must feel.
Lights too bright. Need sunglasses in the drug store.
Sounds. I hear every freaking one of them. On full blast. So loud that it pierces my brain. Earplugs are necessary when my cats eat or when rain is falling. Else, I am liable to lose my mind.
Tingling hands/feet. Everyone thinks I'm drunk when I text. I drop things.
Poop spray. We'll just leave it at that.
Good days were the flu. Today, it's a mack truck.
What's that ****ing word I was trying to say? Fibrofog from hell.
Dotay we're going to talk about cun fondition called aphasia.
Did I sleep this week?
Migraine #7 in 7 days.
I haven't cleaned the house in 10 days and I'd rather commit suicide than try.
Doctor, I'm not a drug addict. I just need to clean my house.
Trying to explain to people that depression is not causing my pain, but in fact pain is causing my depression.
I think my hair hurts.
Caress me and you die. But I can run into a table and bruise the shit out of my knee and not know it.
Chewing food is exhausting. Drinking food on the other hand....
I can't tell if you're massaging me or pissing me off with your lack of adequate pressure.
Periods that make you question whether or not you should just cut out all your lady bits.
Wondering what pain free actually feels like.... because this shit started in pre-school.
And of course... visions of stabbing everyone in the eye.