I found one on u tube of all places. God bless don't give up. You will most likely have good and bad days.
The one thing that drives me nuts is when my brain is feeling like it's all scrambled. I just want to hide in my room and pray that no one will disturbed me. I'm not sure if fibro is related to this but....when my Sweet Mother passed, pretty sure I had a mental breakdown, she was on do not recessatate . So basicly she suffivcated, The Nurse told me she could hear so I prayed the Lord's prayer, and heard her last breath. Right after she died her husband's brothers wife, started pawing through all her stuff, such as it was. My Mom would express her frustration with this well meaning person, so I could just see my Mom's face, and that look, that only Moms and daughters know, so I began to laugh, but then I couldn't turn the laugh off. Pretty crazy.
My Brother had to come in the room and tell me to stop, it was bad enough my Mom died, but...I just added insult to injury.
While my Mom was alive and I could help, I always gave her a pedicure, so when I went to see her in her last moments, I lifted the sheets to check her feet, they were purple, her nails had noticeably not been taken care of. Anyway I just went right into putting lotion on her feet, she pulled back, to obviously say ouch! I felt Soooo bad, one of the nurses confided in me that this is one of the first thing a dieing person goes through. I'll never forget it .
Here's one thing that happened about 5 days before I got the er call, my Mom called me and said "somethings wrong, like she could not say over the phone. I told her she was in good hands, she said "you know this? Then who is attending me? To this day I wonder if there was foul play.
Is it true that for a dieing persons feet to turn purple or black they most
likely had been poisened?
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