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moe1959

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Undiagnosed
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09/2014
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wa.
THERE ARE TIMES I JUST NEED TO SHUT UP, I TRY TO HARD TO BE "NORMAL" ON FOG DAYS. IT JUST GETS ME IN TROUBLE WITH MYSELF. FOR INSTANCE I WANT TO INTERACT IN A ADULT CONVERSATION, SO JUST FOR EXAMPLE IT CAN GO LIKE THIS: HUSBAND, "SO WHAT DID YOU HEAR FROM JOE? WIFE THAT'S ME :) JOE? JOE SHMO! OH JOE SMOE? YEAH HE SAID HE WANTED TO MEET YOU PAUSE-----------------------------HUSBAND,,,,,,,,FRUSTRAITED......HELLO AND? WIFE OH SHOOT WHAT WAS THAT ONE PLACE NEXT TO THE BIG BLUE BUILDING WE MET HIM AT? HUSBAND-------------WHAT? YOU KNOW! WHEN WE MET,,,,,SHOOT WHAT WAS THAT GUYS NAME? WIFE,,,,,,,OH GIVE ME A MINIUTE, THE ONE WITH THE RED HAIR, YOU USE TO MEET FOR COFFEE WITH? HUSBAND---------------------LOOKING DOWN FROM PERFECT NOSE, CONVINCED I'M COMPLETELY STUIPED! AND ON OCCASION WILL LET ME KNOW, AS IF I'm UNAWARE.
WIFE" OH NEVER MIND, FIND OUT YOUSELF.!
WHICH IN TURN, ON TOP OF LIVING WITH A NARSASSIST. .........LEAVES E IN DISPAIR. I'M SERIOUSLY TRYING SO HARD TO EXPLAIN, AND IN MY SELFISHNESS, OR DESPERATELY WANTING TO KNOW THERE'S SOMEONE OUT IN CYBRO SPACE LISTENING.
WELL HERE'S TO ANOTHER DAY, I WILL OVERCOME AND ADAPT. IN THIS CASE KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT, LISTEN MORE, AND NO MORE FEELING GUILTY BECAUSE I'M NOT ABLE TO CONVERSE.
I'VE DECIDED ON THOSE REALLY FOGGY DAYS TO OWN UP , FAMILY FRIEND OR FOE, AND JUST TELL THE TRUTH, YOU KNOW I'M HAVE ING A WEE BIT OF A MENTAL MELTDOWN,,,,,HA HA, SO DON'T BE SURPRISED IF I DRIFT OFF A BIT, ASK 10 TIMES THE SAME ? It SCARES MY KIDS, AND MY HUSBAND'S JUST LOL SMOKES ALOT OF POT...LOL.
WE ARE THE D IN DISFUNTIONAL .

AND THE DRS SAY DO YOGA, EXERSIZE MORE,,,,,IN THE RAIN AND SNOW.... OH OK IT'S A DUAL, EXERSIZE AND THEN SIT IN BED FOR 4 DAYS CAUSE I JUST STIRRED UP THE FIBRO DEVIL AND HE'S PISSED OFF. OR SIT MY WEE BUT ON THE COUCH FAT AND HOPE ING FOR ONE FRICKEN NORMAL DAY.
HOPE I'M NOT. BORE ING THE LIFE OUT OF YA ALL. TATA FOR NOW.

CAN'T WAIT TELL THE NEXT DR TELLS ME TO RUN A MARATHON A ND TAKE MORE DEPRESSION PILLS, GOD HELP ME! IT WILL NOT BE A PRETTY PICTURE.
 

broken 0107

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Reason
DX FIBRO
Diagnosis
06/2014
Country
US
State
pa
I am glad i am not the only one although my husband finds humor and messes with me and I just sitting there like what! What happened? What did I say? Whatsgoing on? While everyone is laughing so I smack him a walk away
 
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