I like there's a ranting forum. </end nice talk>
Onto the 99 million things that annoy me...
I wake up every morning and the first thing I think is "who I am going to piss off today". Everyone I know wants something off of me, and I haven't got enough me to pass around. In the end I let myself down, because what I want doesn't happen. Making others happy is so core to my persona but it drives me to despair sometimes. At work I am the most popular guy in the office because I a) know a lot of stuff and b) always drop what i'm doing to help anyone. At home I spend my time looking into things for friends, keeping up appearances (I myself dont really care, but others do) and keeping in touch with all my long distance friends who are always the first to have a go when I dont reply to them. On top of that I'm an international level E-sports player and I have sponsors, team mates and media duties all of which tie up my time.
So I want to say to people hey, take a freakin ticket and join the queue, wait for your number. My work manager hates it, my agent (esports) tells me I'm lazy, my friends tell me I'm a crap friend. I often say a day needs 25 hours, and thats without sleep....
Thats my rant...
Onto the 99 million things that annoy me...
I wake up every morning and the first thing I think is "who I am going to piss off today". Everyone I know wants something off of me, and I haven't got enough me to pass around. In the end I let myself down, because what I want doesn't happen. Making others happy is so core to my persona but it drives me to despair sometimes. At work I am the most popular guy in the office because I a) know a lot of stuff and b) always drop what i'm doing to help anyone. At home I spend my time looking into things for friends, keeping up appearances (I myself dont really care, but others do) and keeping in touch with all my long distance friends who are always the first to have a go when I dont reply to them. On top of that I'm an international level E-sports player and I have sponsors, team mates and media duties all of which tie up my time.
So I want to say to people hey, take a freakin ticket and join the queue, wait for your number. My work manager hates it, my agent (esports) tells me I'm lazy, my friends tell me I'm a crap friend. I often say a day needs 25 hours, and thats without sleep....
Thats my rant...