If I Had just ONE penny for every time I've muttered/cried those words "I just want to give up" and another penny for "just want my life back" well...I'm not sure what I'ld do with all that money because I can't do much, but I'm not going to give it to some insulting, insensitive massage therapist!!! Did you charge her for letting her practice her insults on you?
I know it's not fair Moe, and some days just suck and some people that are supposed to be helping us do more harm then good. (To add insult we have to pay them for their ignorance)!
Doctors. Grrrrr
I wish I had more reassuring words than letting you know your not alone, but to be honest, thats really all I've got. Your feelings are valid and with justification. But remember you are not fighting for the life you have today, you are fighting for the type life you want someday (soon)
My heart and prayers go out to you tonight.