- Jan 1, 2017
- DX FIBRO
Just have to vent, I feel like very few people in my life really hear me. I'm so tired. And I'm tired of being tired. I feel bad for trying to make plans with my mother this weekend and then feeling too exhausted to get out if bad. I feel worse that there's nothing I can say that will make her understand how fibro affects my daily life. She thinks everything is solved by ignoring the problem. That I should just get out more and I wouldn't even notice the pain (her words, not mine). That my depression/anxiety that I've had since I was a teenager will just disappear if I go to church or take whatever magical pill she's heard about on daytime tv. It's not as if i never leave the house. I work 40 hours a week at a fairly stressful job and I try to do recreational things on the weekend when I can. But I get guilt tripped when I want to stay in and rest. The pain is bad but sometimes not being listened to and understood feels worse.