WinnieBlue
Member
- Joined
- Jul 1, 2020
- Messages
- 12
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 06/2020
- Country
- US
- State
- IN
This last Saturday the 29th my grandpa passed away. The first two days my natural response to stress was nowhere to be found. I was unusually starving, maybe from running around town and doing stuff. Instead of tired like usually I was wired. I didnt nap and couldnt sleep at night. Then Monday and Tuesday i started to flip the other way. My body got so weak and sore. Everything on me hurts, muscles I didnt even know hurt. The muscles that i feel pain in usually are so bad im in tears from the pain. My stomach pain after eating hurts so bad. I am now so tired that im sleeping 4-5 hours through the day, going to bed 2 hrs earlier than usual and sleeping for 10 hrs. I feel so tired and not just fatigued like usual but actually worn out, cant keep my eyes open. Most the times im fallling asleep its on accident. I had my depression under control but now its spiraled again along with stress. My brain fog has me spacing out and staring at walls for minutes at a time or stuttering really bad when i try to talk. Worse of all, stress makes me lose my appetite and i stay sick to my stomach. I have been losing weight and im already skin and bones but i dont want to eat. Even my favorite foods sound disgusting. Idk how to deal with grief ontop of everything i already deal with on a daily basis and I dont have anyone to help me or take care of me, infact ive been having to help and take care of others right now. Has anyone been through this and do you have advice. Im sincerely worried im going to physically and mentally break. And i feel so overwhelmed knowing i gotta take care of myself