- Sep 12, 2020
- DX FIBRO
I am having a very difficult time right now. During COVID i was furloughed from my part-time job and haven't been able to go back since I have underlying issues. I finally found a job that I thought I would be able to handle because there isn't a lot of movement. I am now 3 days into my job and I am already in so much pain. I feel like every inch of the lower half of my body is just going to explode I'm in so much pain. I can't go up and downstairs, I can sit for long periods of time and I am in constant pain all day. I just don't know if i am every going to have a normal life or do anything normal. My entire life up this point I have been sick. I have never dated and I am scared I am going to be living with my parents forever and never be able to have a life. Who is going to want to be with someone who can't do anything? I don't usually have breakdowns like this. I don't have anybody to go to as my parents need me to help them.