Thanks heaps , thats what I love about this forum. I can he honest, I can vent and say how much I am hurting and know people actually do care and get it.
I am in too much pain to care anymore, to old to give a damn. I just steer clear when he’s off on a rage.
My kids know what there dad is like and have often stepped in.
They are my world and with my mom and son home I truely don’t have it as bad as some.
I did get managed to get “” dragged “” lol along fishing yesterday with my son in law and grandson, yes I must brag because I totally love fishing, would do at 24/7 if I could. I caught the 5 biggest flat head, some bream. What made my day was when I caught a small Taylor and put it on the hook and within a few minutes caught a 70 cm flatty.
Well my grandson 7, says , ganma you won now I have to wash the boat.
Yes I let them keep the fish but no definitely didn’t help was the boat.
Moments like yesterday is when I realise I don’t have it that bad.
House to myself today so I can rest up and get peace.