diamond
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- Joined
- Sep 18, 2015
- Messages
- 1,548
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 01/2008
- Country
- UK
- State
- anywhere
Am feeling so lonely. I keep trying to do things and my body fails me every time with minor tasks.
Today I managed to just walk outside and snip a few tiny dead stems off a plant. Yesterday all i did was change my bed sheets and duvet cover. The day before all i did was clean the hob and oven door.
Massive effort for each.
When i have finished each tiny chore my arms feel like they have been ripped out of their sockets my shoulders kill my shoulder blades and back kills even under my arms, wrists hands kill.
That's with out the rest of me struggling to walk about bend etc.
I know you are all suffering with all your own trials with this illness. I just cant understand why mine has got so much worse all day every day.
I cant bear this unproductive life. The man up stairs (god if anyone still believes in him) has even locked my jaw up and made my facial muscles weak and hurt so much to talk.
I had a chat with my best friend last night. I don't complain or no one will want to talk to me. By the time we had finished speaking the pain was intolerable and i went straight to bed with ice for my face and 3 hot water bottles for my body.
I am no use to anyone and cant find any pleasure day to day!!!
Is it too much to ask to be able to talk because i have been like this for 2 months solid and lots of last year too
This site is very quiet too.....
Today I managed to just walk outside and snip a few tiny dead stems off a plant. Yesterday all i did was change my bed sheets and duvet cover. The day before all i did was clean the hob and oven door.
Massive effort for each.
When i have finished each tiny chore my arms feel like they have been ripped out of their sockets my shoulders kill my shoulder blades and back kills even under my arms, wrists hands kill.
That's with out the rest of me struggling to walk about bend etc.
I know you are all suffering with all your own trials with this illness. I just cant understand why mine has got so much worse all day every day.
I cant bear this unproductive life. The man up stairs (god if anyone still believes in him) has even locked my jaw up and made my facial muscles weak and hurt so much to talk.
I had a chat with my best friend last night. I don't complain or no one will want to talk to me. By the time we had finished speaking the pain was intolerable and i went straight to bed with ice for my face and 3 hot water bottles for my body.
I am no use to anyone and cant find any pleasure day to day!!!
Is it too much to ask to be able to talk because i have been like this for 2 months solid and lots of last year too
This site is very quiet too.....
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