Welcome to the forum. There is lots of hope here. Hope for ways of dealing with the pain and the loss of abilities to do the thinks you liked doing. There are good folks here that ask questions and answer questions concerning health and well-being, exercise and medications, mental health and healthy eating, and natural medications. Please stay and join in by voicing your thoughts and opinions, and ways you cope with this illness. Ask questions and start new topic's, and feel free to vent your frustrations. We will do our best to keep your spirits up and try to take away the depression you feel. See you around the forum.