- Mar 21, 2016
Hello everyone not really sure how this all works but we're going to try it maybe I can get some help here I can't find it anywhere else . I have a very long story that I will try to make short. It has been about three and a half years that I have been dealing with several different types of doctors. I have been diagnosed with Raynaunds then they said maybe small fiber neuropathy and maybe fibromyalgia but they won't diagnose me with anything completely until they can find a underlining cause of my pain. I'm in pain 24/7 ranging from about a seven and a half to 9 all the time. I am taking Lyrica Tramadol and several other medications. Between the medication and not being active due to the pain I have gained a hundred and twenty-five pounds & now weigh way more than I should. Prior to this illness I was an office manager and working approximately 60 hours a week I am still working for the same company but I work 10 to 12 hours a week and sometimes it's hard even work that due to the pain. I cannot get disability because no doctor will diagnose me with anything. I have lost everything but my home. With all this going on I am now seeing a psychiatrist due to all the depression anxiety and everything else. I would like to know if anybody else out there has considered suicide due to this illness because I have. There has been days that my mom or a friend of mine has wanted to take me to the hospital because I've been in so much pain but I don't go because there's nothing they can do for me. So this is the short version of what's going on with me.