I understand your feelings as most of us do. Fibro tends to seperate us from other people and is hard to share with others because it is not excepted by many people as being real. Kind of makes many of us just keep it to ourselves and keep to ourselves a lot. I have gone through much loneliness and depression over the years, and even now find it easier to be a loner in many respects.
But you did a good thing by joining this forum and starting to reach out to others in finding new coping skills and making new friends. I hope you will come back often and ask questions and share by answering other members. Stay strong and know your not alone anymore. Glad you found us!