- Jul 17, 2013
- DX FIBRO
I'm so sorry to hear those people tell you awful things like that That is so rude! Incredibly rude and I don't blame you for wanting to strangle them. Actually I admire you stand all that. If it was me I think I'd just snap at them.Thank you for replying!! I'll definitely start journaling. I had another friend tell me to do that too. I just never did. The only reason I tell anyone I'm not feeling well is bc they're on me for not attending my AA meetings or showing up at church like I did when I was off of work. Now that I'm back part time they all think "you're only working part time...you should be able to make a few mettings a week and church on Saturday." I also hear "you drank and drugged when you didn't feel good, you can go to meetings when you don't feel good!" I want to strangle them!! I ended up addicted BECAUSE I didn't feel good!!!! They just don't understand. Getting and staying off addictive medicines has been tough but dealing with fibromyalgia is so much harder!!
I think you'd really benefit from journaling, specially after having one of those bad days I am no longer doing that daily, but only when I have a specially bad day. God, it makes you feel so good! The more honest, sincere and crude you are the better. Journaling has definitely kept me sane last two years.
I hope you feel better soon, I also deal with depression and know how hard and lonely it feels at times. But you are not alone, if you need to talk you know where to find us