I am in the military. A couple years ago my fibro pain started in my shoulders, and gradually made its way through my entire body. After a year of dealing with every single doctor 100% sure I was faking everything to get out of PT, finally one diagnosed me with Fibromyalgia. Because I am apparently part of the "lucky" ones that is in pain 24/7/365, the military is doing a medical evaluation board. Which basically means they are deciding whether or not to keep me in. This board has been going on for a year and a half now. Not only do I have to deal with constant pain, flare ups every other week, and the condemnation from my coworkers because "i dont look sick" but I get to go home "whenever I want", I have the added stress of not knowing what the military is going to do or when they will do it. Supposedly once they have made their decision I will have approx 40 days before I am out.... and then... Don't know. I cant apply for a job until I am 120 days out from separation and I don't know when I am separating because of the med board. So basically that means I will have 40 days to find a job. I'm stressed out and panicking and there doesn't seem to be an end in sight! Lol I'm even crying as I type this out because I know that I will have to deal with this for the rest of my life. Oh and did I mention that ALL the pain meds they have tried don't work for me? I have been on all the meds designed for fibro, opdoids (don't think thats how you spell it), muscle relaxants, vicodin, morphine, and even gabapentin... Nothing works for me and I am so sick of the pain! I don't know what to do anymore, I almost lost it at work today. Luckily my supervisor let me take some leave... I need some prayer please, I feel like I am going out of my mind.