WinnieBlue
Member
- Joined
- Jul 1, 2020
- Messages
- 12
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 06/2020
- Country
- US
- State
- IN
Yesterday was the first beautiful day in Indiana. 72 degrees and sunny. My mom and I decided to take a spontaneous trip to the state park since its only 20 minutes away. I love nature. When i was a kid and teenager, before developing juvenile fibro at age 16, i was outside constantly. Visiting the park was a treat.
We planned on driving around. This past year has been miserable on me. I feel like ive been flaring for half a month each month so I am very out of shape. We decided to take the smallest trail, only half a mile. We must have taken a wrong turn and intersected with a larger trail. It was MUCH longer. It took us about a half hour but thats a long time for going up and down hills and climbing over logs and stone. I felt tired but not too bad. The rest of the day I started a major spring cleaning overhaul in my house because I felt so good!
I did some crafts and listened to some music before dozing off. I slept like an angel.
Yesterday was the best day I have had in a really long time, years even. I have been so depressed and stressed. Yesterday i felt so happy and free.
I woke up this morning with some stiff muscles. The bottom of my feet felt bruised. Ow! I still felt ok so I ran some errands then cleaned some more when i got home. I tool my daily nap, had dinner like usual then BAM. Suddenly i feel like Im hit by a freight train.
9pm comes around. Im usuallly not even tired until midnight but i feel like im in a daze and i cant keep my eyes open. My arms are too tired to even hold my phone while i type this. Im having severe anxiety. Im aching all over my back, shoulders and arms I start having hot flashes and my stomach starts turning. I feel like im coming down with the flu. Infact i start thinking, do I have the flu? But i think that EVERYTIME i have a flare.
Anyway, im kind of sad. The best day ive had in years makes me this miserable...but I know you can all relate.
We planned on driving around. This past year has been miserable on me. I feel like ive been flaring for half a month each month so I am very out of shape. We decided to take the smallest trail, only half a mile. We must have taken a wrong turn and intersected with a larger trail. It was MUCH longer. It took us about a half hour but thats a long time for going up and down hills and climbing over logs and stone. I felt tired but not too bad. The rest of the day I started a major spring cleaning overhaul in my house because I felt so good!
I did some crafts and listened to some music before dozing off. I slept like an angel.
Yesterday was the best day I have had in a really long time, years even. I have been so depressed and stressed. Yesterday i felt so happy and free.
I woke up this morning with some stiff muscles. The bottom of my feet felt bruised. Ow! I still felt ok so I ran some errands then cleaned some more when i got home. I tool my daily nap, had dinner like usual then BAM. Suddenly i feel like Im hit by a freight train.
9pm comes around. Im usuallly not even tired until midnight but i feel like im in a daze and i cant keep my eyes open. My arms are too tired to even hold my phone while i type this. Im having severe anxiety. Im aching all over my back, shoulders and arms I start having hot flashes and my stomach starts turning. I feel like im coming down with the flu. Infact i start thinking, do I have the flu? But i think that EVERYTIME i have a flare.
Anyway, im kind of sad. The best day ive had in years makes me this miserable...but I know you can all relate.