- Mar 16, 2016
Apart from the pain, the worse has to be how we see out life changing, that's also something we need to work on.
Yes, the feeling and knowledge that things might never be like they once were, that we must get used to this new normal. I had a moment like that again yesterday, my hip was hurting so bad, I couldn't get to the way where I was supposed to go because of that... it was so depressing. And I wondered: ''what if this pain stays forever?''.Apart from the pain, the worse has to be how we see out life changing, that's also something we need to work on.
I never knew that anyone else experienced this besides me. Whenever I tried to describe it to someone else, they never knew what I meant. There have been so many times I tell people "I'm shaking," and they look at my hands, and they appear still. But I feel it internally.Once the anxiety hits, it's all over. About an hour after the first burst of anxiety, I start with the internal tremors that feel like my veins are vibrating.