Marika dimi
Member
- Joined
- Jan 26, 2017
- Messages
- 11
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
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- Country
- CA
- State
- ON
Iam a 40 year old women and unfortunately about a year and a half ago I had to move back in with them.
I was diagnosed with fibro 2-3 years ago I don't even remember how long ago it was such a an anxiety filled few months. I also was diagnosed with clinical depression at age 17, borderline personality disorder, high anxiety and dealt with self harm issues for about a year. At the age of 17 I also started dealing with anorexia and bulima nervosa. I spent more than half my life in and out of treatment centres for my eating disorder and alcoholism, I have been clean and sober for 3 years now.
I could of had fibro for years, which I think is quite possible but never new it. Needless to say because of all my issues I have been back and forth living with my parents. I was out on my own for 2 years and things were going really well for me I finally got on the right medication and was seeing a pain specialist for treatment accordingly. Long story short my landlord was not having me rent legally she didn't own the home so I had a month to find a new place it didn't happen im single no roomates I spent day and night looking online but nothing.
My parents said they would help me get to my specialist appointment and it would be no problem they saw how stressed I was and offered me there basement . Things were good at first now my days are full of anxiety and stress because of constant arguing . Which affects my eating over exercising and pain flare ups. Im on a lot of medication so I tend to think and sometimes im told the arguing is because of me . My mother and father of course say they understand but really they don't . They don't understand that I cant just get up out of bed and go,sometimes have to lay there for 45min until my meds kick in. They don't understand my sleeping is al over the map! They don't understand that for me if I move around walk do my stationary bike it helps the pain. They dont understand that sometimes I cant get a full sentence out because my head is so foggy. Just feeling very overwhelmed tonight because trying arrange a trip once again from barrie to markham so I can pick up meds and go to other appointments on the same day. I feel like a huge burden to my parents and not understood. right now my anxiety is through the roof and I should be eating . Feeling a migraine brewing and no sleep tonight!
Thanks to anyone who is reading this and can relate in any way.
Sorry if there are lots of mistakes I just needed a good vent and going to have a smoke now
I was diagnosed with fibro 2-3 years ago I don't even remember how long ago it was such a an anxiety filled few months. I also was diagnosed with clinical depression at age 17, borderline personality disorder, high anxiety and dealt with self harm issues for about a year. At the age of 17 I also started dealing with anorexia and bulima nervosa. I spent more than half my life in and out of treatment centres for my eating disorder and alcoholism, I have been clean and sober for 3 years now.
I could of had fibro for years, which I think is quite possible but never new it. Needless to say because of all my issues I have been back and forth living with my parents. I was out on my own for 2 years and things were going really well for me I finally got on the right medication and was seeing a pain specialist for treatment accordingly. Long story short my landlord was not having me rent legally she didn't own the home so I had a month to find a new place it didn't happen im single no roomates I spent day and night looking online but nothing.
My parents said they would help me get to my specialist appointment and it would be no problem they saw how stressed I was and offered me there basement . Things were good at first now my days are full of anxiety and stress because of constant arguing . Which affects my eating over exercising and pain flare ups. Im on a lot of medication so I tend to think and sometimes im told the arguing is because of me . My mother and father of course say they understand but really they don't . They don't understand that I cant just get up out of bed and go,sometimes have to lay there for 45min until my meds kick in. They don't understand my sleeping is al over the map! They don't understand that for me if I move around walk do my stationary bike it helps the pain. They dont understand that sometimes I cant get a full sentence out because my head is so foggy. Just feeling very overwhelmed tonight because trying arrange a trip once again from barrie to markham so I can pick up meds and go to other appointments on the same day. I feel like a huge burden to my parents and not understood. right now my anxiety is through the roof and I should be eating . Feeling a migraine brewing and no sleep tonight!
Thanks to anyone who is reading this and can relate in any way.
Sorry if there are lots of mistakes I just needed a good vent and going to have a smoke now