Fibrogay
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- Joined
- Jul 20, 2021
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Hi guys
First things first, apologies for moaning, but where did my frigging life go?
I used to be exuberant, life of a party. I used to have a career. I was part of a community.
But now after years of fm, or as I now call it, living death, I find myself a shadow of my former self. I now have no career and live on state benefits, I don't go out, I'm now a wallflower at the rare parties I attend, mostly family. I have zero confidence and generally feel low permanently.
I work hard not to be a misery or only talk about my health, but that's what this has reduced me to! I want friends still, I want to go out, but my body and brain dictate otherwise. Generally I'm bored being me, I want to escape the daily drudgery of fm. I get so frustrated and then the tears come. I know no one can wave a magic wand but selfishly, I can't help thinking why me. I can't seem to come to terms with fm. Am I alone?
Just to interact with another person would be lovely. Thank you. J x
First things first, apologies for moaning, but where did my frigging life go?
I used to be exuberant, life of a party. I used to have a career. I was part of a community.
But now after years of fm, or as I now call it, living death, I find myself a shadow of my former self. I now have no career and live on state benefits, I don't go out, I'm now a wallflower at the rare parties I attend, mostly family. I have zero confidence and generally feel low permanently.
I work hard not to be a misery or only talk about my health, but that's what this has reduced me to! I want friends still, I want to go out, but my body and brain dictate otherwise. Generally I'm bored being me, I want to escape the daily drudgery of fm. I get so frustrated and then the tears come. I know no one can wave a magic wand but selfishly, I can't help thinking why me. I can't seem to come to terms with fm. Am I alone?
Just to interact with another person would be lovely. Thank you. J x