Hippiechick91
Active member
- Joined
- Jul 27, 2015
- Messages
- 32
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 07/2015
- Country
- US
- State
- SC
I don't even know where to start....
I'm 24 and have been diagnosed with 2 endocrine disorders and fibromyalgia... I am in a lot of pain 90% of the time now.
When my fiance and I first met 2 years ago, I had just been diagnosed with PCOS and I started to be gradually become more and more ill. I've had fibro symptoms since high school but they all decided to gang up together and happen all at once now. I just feel sick and tired and in pain all the time.
It feels like nothing that I do for my fiance is enough.. it's always about physical things. I can't be as physical as I used to be. I try to explain that but my fiance just gets mad at me. Even my kisses aren't powerful enough anymore apparently... I just don't know what to do.. I feel awful all I want to do is make my fiance happy but I can't even make myself happy because I'm in so much pain... I just feel so guilty... and like a burden.
I'm sorry for the rant I'm just kind of sad... I just try so hard everyday to be who I was and it's exhausting... I'm just so sorry because I know my fiance didn't sign up for this...
I'm 24 and have been diagnosed with 2 endocrine disorders and fibromyalgia... I am in a lot of pain 90% of the time now.
When my fiance and I first met 2 years ago, I had just been diagnosed with PCOS and I started to be gradually become more and more ill. I've had fibro symptoms since high school but they all decided to gang up together and happen all at once now. I just feel sick and tired and in pain all the time.
It feels like nothing that I do for my fiance is enough.. it's always about physical things. I can't be as physical as I used to be. I try to explain that but my fiance just gets mad at me. Even my kisses aren't powerful enough anymore apparently... I just don't know what to do.. I feel awful all I want to do is make my fiance happy but I can't even make myself happy because I'm in so much pain... I just feel so guilty... and like a burden.
I'm sorry for the rant I'm just kind of sad... I just try so hard everyday to be who I was and it's exhausting... I'm just so sorry because I know my fiance didn't sign up for this...