medicmurphy
Senior member
- Joined
- Feb 15, 2017
- Messages
- 205
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 00/0000
- Country
- CA
- State
- AB
Hello folks,
I'm new on this forum. Primarily because I think after 26 years I have hit the perverbial wall mentally. It's hard to explain and I'm wondering if the Fibro community will understand. Emotionally I am still coping. Physically I have become so accustomed to feeling like a pile of poo :razz: However, mentally speaking I am so tired of thinking, trouble shooting, problem solving, picking and choosing what I 'need' to do verses what I 'want' to do every day. For example, I had a small dinner party this last Saturday. I had to pre plan for days prior in order to make it through the evening, (past experience; I've crashed and needed to go to bed during a visit :-(). Two days later I'm beat. Whole body pain, headache, nerve pain etc. My brain is mush. These experiences are heart breaking. I was a social butterfly and worked both a full time job AND part time job just a few years ago. Now my mental status does me in.
My question is....Does anyone else know what I'm talking about???
I'm new on this forum. Primarily because I think after 26 years I have hit the perverbial wall mentally. It's hard to explain and I'm wondering if the Fibro community will understand. Emotionally I am still coping. Physically I have become so accustomed to feeling like a pile of poo :razz: However, mentally speaking I am so tired of thinking, trouble shooting, problem solving, picking and choosing what I 'need' to do verses what I 'want' to do every day. For example, I had a small dinner party this last Saturday. I had to pre plan for days prior in order to make it through the evening, (past experience; I've crashed and needed to go to bed during a visit :-(). Two days later I'm beat. Whole body pain, headache, nerve pain etc. My brain is mush. These experiences are heart breaking. I was a social butterfly and worked both a full time job AND part time job just a few years ago. Now my mental status does me in.
My question is....Does anyone else know what I'm talking about???