katrina
New member
- Joined
- Jan 6, 2015
- Messages
- 2
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 10/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- CA
Basically I am losing my entire world that I have spent 27 years creating. Where to start?
well first off my family thinks im crazy, my brother does not believe my condition ONE bit and the times I have tried to "educate" him, he makes jokes which is extremely hurtful. My mom is supermom so she thinks "oh just get over it, your'e fine"
my boyfriend of almost 2 years whom I live with has been a trooper until my recent decline with fibro and CFS, although he ACTUALLY sees and believes my symptoms he's at his breaking point of seeing me in bed every chance I get.
I'm on the verge of getting fired or laid off because I am unable to produce to their standards. I just cant keep up and im scared of the outcome
I have lost several friends specifically due to my FM/CFS. I just cant keep up with friendships anymore. I have literally isolated myself from work straight to my bed.
I cant take care of myself anymore, let alone my boyfriend, his kids and our dog.
I am SICK AND TIRED of being sick and tired every.single.day.
What is the point of living? I have no "real" relationships with anyone, im financially not ok if I lose my job, my family-my blood doesnt even believe me, I dont even like the person I've become since being diagnosed 2 years ago. Seriously what is the point of living if all i do is sleep and am in pain? Its basically like being a vegetable in a coma. PULL THE LIFE SUPPORT OVER HERE!
well first off my family thinks im crazy, my brother does not believe my condition ONE bit and the times I have tried to "educate" him, he makes jokes which is extremely hurtful. My mom is supermom so she thinks "oh just get over it, your'e fine"
my boyfriend of almost 2 years whom I live with has been a trooper until my recent decline with fibro and CFS, although he ACTUALLY sees and believes my symptoms he's at his breaking point of seeing me in bed every chance I get.
I'm on the verge of getting fired or laid off because I am unable to produce to their standards. I just cant keep up and im scared of the outcome
I have lost several friends specifically due to my FM/CFS. I just cant keep up with friendships anymore. I have literally isolated myself from work straight to my bed.
I cant take care of myself anymore, let alone my boyfriend, his kids and our dog.
I am SICK AND TIRED of being sick and tired every.single.day.
What is the point of living? I have no "real" relationships with anyone, im financially not ok if I lose my job, my family-my blood doesnt even believe me, I dont even like the person I've become since being diagnosed 2 years ago. Seriously what is the point of living if all i do is sleep and am in pain? Its basically like being a vegetable in a coma. PULL THE LIFE SUPPORT OVER HERE!