AngelinGodshands
New member
- Joined
- Dec 15, 2013
- Messages
- 2
- Diagnosis
- 11/2013
- Country
- US
- State
- Wisconsin
New member to forum and fibro
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Hello I was diagnosed with fibro on 11-26-2013 and having a hard time accepting my diagnoses. I have other illness: diabetes, asthma, chronic back pain, and might have RSD in my right foot and fibro is the harder's for me to accept. I feel that the doctor must have misdiagnosed me even thou there were a few doctors who though I had it before being diagnosed. I feel the doctors was saying that because they could not explain the pain I was experiencing. I think this is hard to accept because fibro would take a lot of control over my life then other illness.
I had a full life before being diagnosed with fibro and had big plans. That I feel God placed me on this earth to do. Know I feel like I am failing in life. People around me make it even harder for me to deal with, they say, they understand and believe I am in pain, but when I tell people don't touch me because it hurt I get back "I just touch you lightly that don't hurt". I feel very alone dealing with this. I even find myself going around touch other people in the tender points asking if it hurt not wanting to be the only one in my surroundings with this pain.
I really don't understand fibro, I am either severe fatigue, head aches, can't sleep, fog brain, sensitive with touch, and in pain most of the time. I even have pain in right hand where it lock up sometime and is hard to use it. I wonder is this part of fibro or something else? My doctor prescript Lyrica, but I haven't taken any because I am scare of the side effects. I am a person that don't like to take meds that might cause me to feel high (like I am doing drugs) or meds that might have me feeling like I want to become suicidal.
I just wonder how long it is going to take for me to accepting the diagnose? Maybe once I accept it I wouldn't feel so lonely, but this is a hard syndrome to accept. Have anyone received the nerve shots? Do they help? Sorry for complaining but I really don't know what to do and I don't want to get depressed be . Is it possible there are more better days then bad days? :-?
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Hello I was diagnosed with fibro on 11-26-2013 and having a hard time accepting my diagnoses. I have other illness: diabetes, asthma, chronic back pain, and might have RSD in my right foot and fibro is the harder's for me to accept. I feel that the doctor must have misdiagnosed me even thou there were a few doctors who though I had it before being diagnosed. I feel the doctors was saying that because they could not explain the pain I was experiencing. I think this is hard to accept because fibro would take a lot of control over my life then other illness.
I had a full life before being diagnosed with fibro and had big plans. That I feel God placed me on this earth to do. Know I feel like I am failing in life. People around me make it even harder for me to deal with, they say, they understand and believe I am in pain, but when I tell people don't touch me because it hurt I get back "I just touch you lightly that don't hurt". I feel very alone dealing with this. I even find myself going around touch other people in the tender points asking if it hurt not wanting to be the only one in my surroundings with this pain.
I really don't understand fibro, I am either severe fatigue, head aches, can't sleep, fog brain, sensitive with touch, and in pain most of the time. I even have pain in right hand where it lock up sometime and is hard to use it. I wonder is this part of fibro or something else? My doctor prescript Lyrica, but I haven't taken any because I am scare of the side effects. I am a person that don't like to take meds that might cause me to feel high (like I am doing drugs) or meds that might have me feeling like I want to become suicidal.
I just wonder how long it is going to take for me to accepting the diagnose? Maybe once I accept it I wouldn't feel so lonely, but this is a hard syndrome to accept. Have anyone received the nerve shots? Do they help? Sorry for complaining but I really don't know what to do and I don't want to get depressed be . Is it possible there are more better days then bad days? :-?