Believe me I thought so many times that I've fixed my mental issue or had enough breaks to give me a leg up , but till today I still find a lot more to fix as I goes. It's not like there's a true magic pill to make all pains completely goes away without any set back and side effects . I can only manipulate my own mind to push through or making it so I'll feel at ease and relax enough to keep the pains as minimum as I could. I have a lot of supporting words from many people on this site who I owe much gratitude for for helping me through all the crisis not just the physical pains , such as a grief from my mom who passed , my MDD episode, my panic disorder that was constantly trapped me in constant fears, my scary hallucinations ( i didn't even need drugs to get hallucinated) , temporary blindness, def, or mute that I was just experienced Vocal cord dysfunction till yesterday woohoo! I can speak again!. Everyone fibromyalgia are different than another so it's very reassuring to be able to find people who might experiencing the same and with their words can help you through even the toughest situations. So be strong and keep connecting to people in here and out there, receive whatever help you can get , try new things, get creative , and stay possitive , cause It's a long road a head and it's help not travel alone. :wink: