diamond
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- Joined
- Sep 18, 2015
- Messages
- 1,548
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 01/2008
- Country
- UK
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- anywhere
Has anyone ever had a complete breakdown as a result of the pain/grief and lack of achieving impacting on your wellbeing to such a huge degree......i am affected head to toe...girly bits stomach included and all affected 24/7 not the way i had it up until a while ago..... bad days but some better. My doc says i am in in a complete mental collapse....sleep meds dont stop my adrenaline pumping.....i can feel it cursing through my body and get a sensation like vibrating/burning crushing.....where ever that goes the pain goes pulling the muscles tendons tighter and tighter . i take cocodamol pain for some pain relief and i know this is addictive and hate giving in even to that.
I would like to know if anyone ever pulled themselves back from excrututiating pain and feeling like your mind is broken and kind of loss of reality feeling because you are so worn down....even tv/movies/reading feel too much....can't follow or find any interest......because my jaw ,face and head is so painful talking and eating hurts ......i probably should put this in venting. I am new and not very good!
i always appreciated the small things in life, am warm, kind, very caring person but i feel numb with coping pain and no enjoyment. I used to have a career in banking, run my home be lots of fun....and came to terms with this illness after 2 years in 2009 but even i cant fight this much pain and feeling useless and a burden as my partner has had to take over in the last few months.....i did a big try doing some bits and bobs and result was even more pain...and i keep thinking today might be better but it never is any more. Its also making him so stressed seeing me like this and i love him and feel so responsible for ruining our lovely life.
Aside from a couple of days ago i haven't been able to go out since April....and going out was almost too painful to bear the movement of the car. My dad says thats not possible which hurts as i truly am a fighter even though i am whining on now.
I would like to know if anyone ever pulled themselves back from excrututiating pain and feeling like your mind is broken and kind of loss of reality feeling because you are so worn down....even tv/movies/reading feel too much....can't follow or find any interest......because my jaw ,face and head is so painful talking and eating hurts ......i probably should put this in venting. I am new and not very good!
i always appreciated the small things in life, am warm, kind, very caring person but i feel numb with coping pain and no enjoyment. I used to have a career in banking, run my home be lots of fun....and came to terms with this illness after 2 years in 2009 but even i cant fight this much pain and feeling useless and a burden as my partner has had to take over in the last few months.....i did a big try doing some bits and bobs and result was even more pain...and i keep thinking today might be better but it never is any more. Its also making him so stressed seeing me like this and i love him and feel so responsible for ruining our lovely life.
Aside from a couple of days ago i haven't been able to go out since April....and going out was almost too painful to bear the movement of the car. My dad says thats not possible which hurts as i truly am a fighter even though i am whining on now.
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