Does anyone else look at your non-fibro partner when you are exercising, and they are going 3 times the speed of you (elliptical), and really nailing it, and you are feeling like your going to pass out or throw up all the while barely keeping up? With twinges in your back, or your neck, or your ankle, or your knees... I'm really trying to not hate myself or my body. I've been through so much trauma in the past so it's already hard for me to not have insecurities, and feelings of failure, but exercising with my wonderful and understanding husband sometimes makes me feel worse about how my body just can't keep up.
Also, does anyone else have dreams where your body is failing you? I've had this reoccurring dream for the last where my knees keep giving out. I'll be walking with a group of friends, and they just keep giving out and I fall to the floor. Sometimes people help, and I apologize a million times, and sometimes no one even looks at me, and I have to pull myself across the floor. Just curious if these are stress dreams, or if anyone else has experienced this?
This was really just a rant. Just wanted to know if anyone has felt the same.
Oh and new to this community. Had back pain since I was 9, with no doctor being able to tell me what was wrong. Throughout my 20s and 30s, my pain got worse, and added in stomach issues, chronic fatigue, and all sorts of other issues. Saw many doctors for about 3 years to rule out everything else possible that could be wrong with me, and finally got diagnosed last year. Happy to be here with you guys.. aka.. the only people who could actually understand.
TiBro
Also, does anyone else have dreams where your body is failing you? I've had this reoccurring dream for the last where my knees keep giving out. I'll be walking with a group of friends, and they just keep giving out and I fall to the floor. Sometimes people help, and I apologize a million times, and sometimes no one even looks at me, and I have to pull myself across the floor. Just curious if these are stress dreams, or if anyone else has experienced this?
This was really just a rant. Just wanted to know if anyone has felt the same.
Oh and new to this community. Had back pain since I was 9, with no doctor being able to tell me what was wrong. Throughout my 20s and 30s, my pain got worse, and added in stomach issues, chronic fatigue, and all sorts of other issues. Saw many doctors for about 3 years to rule out everything else possible that could be wrong with me, and finally got diagnosed last year. Happy to be here with you guys.. aka.. the only people who could actually understand.
TiBro