Mental health week.and fibromyalgia

[jacqfedup39]

Hi
Sorry to be so morbid but I wondered if anyone has ever discuss this subject matter.
Suicides and are so common. unfortunately,.
If we are more predisposited to having mental health issues sometime in families. We are surely more likely to submit to Suicide tendencies.
It's so hard having fibromyalgia diagnosed after borderline personality disorder..And not being able to completely understand until now eight years later.
Trying to grieves my for the lost of a dad, in-between diagnose 2014/2015. I felt so sad and unable to conibute to society. I feel so unless.
My partner also was really struggling my dosgnosis.
I admit fully that I have tried to take my own life several times.
But there is light at the end of the tunnel. Ì promise you, acceptance has saved me and made me stronger..
I even wrote letters to people I loved and losted .Read them out and burn them.
It frees your soul to hopefully, get on with my life.free from childhood sexual abuse, denial, misbelief.and shunted. All going around in my
head.
I even changed my name by depoles. The best thing I did.!
I feel better accepting the new me and some of the time, I now have a mental strength to egnore the pain so I can get on with some living.

Thank you so much
Jacqueline xxx

 

[sunkacola]

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[BlueBells]

@jacqfedup39

Hi Jacqueline

I sort of get what you are saying. I've not had near as many problems as you have, but I have found that diagnosis does help so very much in learning to both accept and understand, whatever it is.

Over the years I've often thought of opting out, as I feel useless, incapable, and of no importance. Things like children and animals and such responsibilities kept me hanging in there, somehow.

I do like how positive you sound. That's good

Take care , hugs

 

[jacqfedup39]

Hi
I really sorry, but it was saying after I pressed to post.i A big red × and Firefox by it.
There were two other applications above but I get anxious when that happens.i always think it is a scam.

Sorry I thought my post was lost.
Thank you
Jacqueline x

 

[sunkacola]

Hi
I really sorry, but it was saying after I pressed to post.i A big red × and Firefox by it.
There were two other applications above but I get anxious when that happens.i always think it is a scam.

Sorry I thought my post was lost.
Thank you
Jacqueline x

No problem, jaq. Just letting you know.