Hello fellow sufferers!

I came to this forum out of desperation. I have had fibromyalgia for 11 years and I assume you all know it feels like a lifetime. I have tried everything out there over this period of time. Nothing helps for more than a few weeks/months. I have become suicidal. I think of it everyday. I came here because maybe, just maybe, there is someone who can tell me something new about how they deal with this.