So today I decided to look for a forum that would ease some physical as well as emotional pain. I've suffered with pain more than 1/2 of my life, when I got diagnosed it was like a big weight lifted off of my shoulders, that I wasn't crazy like all of the Dr.'s kept telling me I was. As the yrs have gone by my condition is getting worse, I now have to have daily help, I can't work anymore and now the pain is ALL day, EVERY day. Some times I feel like I'm loosing my mind, and I feel like my life has no purpose. What kind of wife can I be? Thank God I'm married to a wonderful man that understands. But it doesn't help with the depression. I feel so alone most of the time, even though I know I'm not, I find myself isolating more and more. I need to get out of this funk. I'm looking forward to connecting with people that understand.