Vanessahand
New member
- Joined
- May 15, 2016
- Messages
- 2
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 04/2004
- Country
- US
- State
- wi
Balancing this mess is never easy, but lately it's frustrating
sically things have gotten better over the past 6 years, and I'm grateful for that.
After moving to a new town 2 years ago was a leap of faith to help my health, knowing no one here and never even seeing the apartment until I arrived in the dark.
The improved health part worked pretty well. No more games or hoops, drs that actually trust what I feel.
Hobbies and interests are coming back finally, but feeling very isolated. I have a few friends but keep a wall up anticipating what a problem being in any kind of relationship is with me.
I'm funny, interesting, current, artistic, smart and love learning new things. I'm just terrified of having to explain the pain, migraines, tn, super smell, and fatigue. I pre judge any conversation based on my part experiences.
I've taken care of myself all my life through no real parents, 3 kids, 3 marriages and all this pain. Now I'm really wondering if being around other people is possible for me.
sically things have gotten better over the past 6 years, and I'm grateful for that.
After moving to a new town 2 years ago was a leap of faith to help my health, knowing no one here and never even seeing the apartment until I arrived in the dark.
The improved health part worked pretty well. No more games or hoops, drs that actually trust what I feel.
Hobbies and interests are coming back finally, but feeling very isolated. I have a few friends but keep a wall up anticipating what a problem being in any kind of relationship is with me.
I'm funny, interesting, current, artistic, smart and love learning new things. I'm just terrified of having to explain the pain, migraines, tn, super smell, and fatigue. I pre judge any conversation based on my part experiences.
I've taken care of myself all my life through no real parents, 3 kids, 3 marriages and all this pain. Now I'm really wondering if being around other people is possible for me.