Hello, over55, I know where your coming from but don't give up. I am 63 and have had fibro, since I was in my early 30's if not soon, but it took me a longtime to find out what was wrong. Please go find a counselor somewhere's like local government guidance center, where they usually go by your income when setting a price or even your church pastor or family doctor can help with anti-depressive or anxiety medication.
Please read though the posts where many of us talk about simple things you can do at home to reduce pain. Try the things that David has suggested. Get fresh air, go for short walks if you can, read books, cuddle under a warm blanket from the dryer, watch funny movies as laughter is good for the soul they say, come here often and share your feelings and we will try to offer encouragement.
Just know your not alone and we believe you and understand the pain your in.