diamond
Legendary member
- Joined
- Sep 18, 2015
- Messages
- 1,548
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 01/2008
- Country
- UK
- State
- anywhere
It's a lovely summers day here in the UK.
I am at a complete loss as to how to fight this illness anymore. The last year has been so awful....burning pain, deep aching, stabbing pains muscle weakness head to toe almost everyday.....not an inch of me spared.
I've also got interstitial cystitis, vulvodynia, stomach cramps, tmj, migraines and facial pain to varying degrees daily.
I tried to stay up for a few hours but it got too much and here I am in bed again useless to myself and my friends and family...all of whom don't bother much anymore unless I ring them and play along with the game of acting normal and chatty with no complaining.
My partners away on a golfing holiday....I know I can't make him happy anymore because this is my life and he resents it'
Not that long ago when i said sadly from my heart about my health 'This is not what I signed up for' he replied 'It's not what I signed up for either'!!!
That hurt!
The future looks so bleak....Thanks for letting me vent.
I am at a complete loss as to how to fight this illness anymore. The last year has been so awful....burning pain, deep aching, stabbing pains muscle weakness head to toe almost everyday.....not an inch of me spared.
I've also got interstitial cystitis, vulvodynia, stomach cramps, tmj, migraines and facial pain to varying degrees daily.
I tried to stay up for a few hours but it got too much and here I am in bed again useless to myself and my friends and family...all of whom don't bother much anymore unless I ring them and play along with the game of acting normal and chatty with no complaining.
My partners away on a golfing holiday....I know I can't make him happy anymore because this is my life and he resents it'
Not that long ago when i said sadly from my heart about my health 'This is not what I signed up for' he replied 'It's not what I signed up for either'!!!
That hurt!
The future looks so bleak....Thanks for letting me vent.