kerikay
Active member
- Joined
- Mar 9, 2016
- Messages
- 33
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 3/2016
- Country
- US
- State
- Connecticut
Hey friends,
Haven't seen a post from me because i'be been trying really hard to work and do homework I know many of you guys read in my previous post. I do go to school for dermatology and I have about 10 weeks of clinicals left but I had to delay my studies because I was sick so I start again in 2 weeks also before I was sick I had dropped my hours from full time to part time I was supposed to work 3 days a week between 22-25 hours but my body literally couldn't handle it so I only could handle 1 day 6 hours. Lately I guess I been on this kick of trying to be the old normal Keri without having fribro and feeling fine so I been pushing to go to work run around and do errands push on this homework despite the pain I was in. I worked 2 long days this week and last week but today my body came to it's breaking point I pushed my body into a fibro flare its 2pm I CANNOT get out of bed I'm in this tear jerking pain EVERYWHERE haven't even eaten yet I cant move this is soooo horrible this was a wake up call to say the least I just can't do it anymore but I'm also very very broke and I have bills to pay so it super hard when I'm not working to that made me push more. The thought of going to the ED crossed my mind because my med apparently don't work when I'm in a flare up. I'm scared because I haven't started school yet but I know when I go back its gonna be very bad and hard on me because I can hardly do work. I'm stressed, scared, and in a flare up. I definitely need so gentle hugs and support love at the moment
Haven't seen a post from me because i'be been trying really hard to work and do homework I know many of you guys read in my previous post. I do go to school for dermatology and I have about 10 weeks of clinicals left but I had to delay my studies because I was sick so I start again in 2 weeks also before I was sick I had dropped my hours from full time to part time I was supposed to work 3 days a week between 22-25 hours but my body literally couldn't handle it so I only could handle 1 day 6 hours. Lately I guess I been on this kick of trying to be the old normal Keri without having fribro and feeling fine so I been pushing to go to work run around and do errands push on this homework despite the pain I was in. I worked 2 long days this week and last week but today my body came to it's breaking point I pushed my body into a fibro flare its 2pm I CANNOT get out of bed I'm in this tear jerking pain EVERYWHERE haven't even eaten yet I cant move this is soooo horrible this was a wake up call to say the least I just can't do it anymore but I'm also very very broke and I have bills to pay so it super hard when I'm not working to that made me push more. The thought of going to the ED crossed my mind because my med apparently don't work when I'm in a flare up. I'm scared because I haven't started school yet but I know when I go back its gonna be very bad and hard on me because I can hardly do work. I'm stressed, scared, and in a flare up. I definitely need so gentle hugs and support love at the moment