Chrispy93
Active member
- Joined
- Aug 20, 2013
- Messages
- 61
- Reason
- DX FIBRO
- Diagnosis
- 00/2007
- Country
- US
- State
- Rhode Island
I am so completly miserable I hate myself. I am a total failure. A looser. I am a victim of myself. I emotionaly and physically abuse myself.
For mothers day my son told me he didnt like spending time with me, that i suck him dry. It hurt but i dont blame him.
I havent paid my mortgage in almost a year. Every day i live in fear. I have nowhere to go. No income and ive depleted my savings and resources.
I have been trying for social security for, i dono, 3-4 years. I do not have good doctors.
I should be able to take back control of my life. Everything takes so much effort. I just cant do it any more.
For mothers day my son told me he didnt like spending time with me, that i suck him dry. It hurt but i dont blame him.
I havent paid my mortgage in almost a year. Every day i live in fear. I have nowhere to go. No income and ive depleted my savings and resources.
I have been trying for social security for, i dono, 3-4 years. I do not have good doctors.
I should be able to take back control of my life. Everything takes so much effort. I just cant do it any more.