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Hi,
I've posted on here a few times before, but generally have tried to go about my life. I've been battling pain/stiffness/weakness for years and now it seems to have got worse. I had one doc allude to pls. Said I had cranial nerve damage. My neck always hurts when I turn it (95% of the time). I have deep pain in legs when walking or after sitting down. I have urinary probs (leaking, having to go right away). When I bend over and hold that position for more than a few seconds my back locks up and it hurts like crazy to straighten up-same with legs. I can't sit down on the ground and get up easily-muscles get too stiff. When I hold onto something for too long, arms cramp. I get muscle cramps when performing any motion over more than a few times.
I used to get muscle twitches all over but those stopped for the most part.
I don't think it's MS. MRI's looked great I was told.
I did have very low b12 and have that taken care of now (tests normal). But I think it caused nerve damage. The docs said I had nerve damage. I had very hyperactive knee reflexes/gag reflexes. I have pernicious anemia and it is the fatal kind-unable to absorb. I self-inject and have energy now. Before, I was too weak to even get out of bed.
The stiffness in legs/back is getting worse.
However, I am still able to do really strenuous stuff-not like I used to but I can still walk far..all that. I can still swim. When I get out my body feels like lead though.
But there are days when I'm too fatigued to do much of anything. If I get sick, these symptoms I mentioned get much much worse. I've been unable to walk or balance for even a short distance.
I have spots on my arms that are painful to touch.
Reading, I have to close one eye all the time as it causes double vision all the time.
I never feel pain free of full of energy.
Out in cold in winter for too long, and I can't speak-slur words. Lose control. Like my face stiffens up or something.
I've learned that being in hot water makes much of these symptoms go away for a little bit.
The urinary probs are the most consistent and stiffness in back/neck, then pain in legs.
I'm not that old, but feel as if my life is slipping away. I guard myself from people and in general don't have the energy that others do.
I've tripped over my feet a few times and landed on concrete. I've swallowed a few times wrong and inhaled food.
I've heard of the spinal column narrowing and causing nerve damage. Cervical spondylosis I think.
In general, I never mention any of this at all. I think even if I got a diagnosis, no one would believe it is any big deal. Eat better, exercise and you'll be fine is what I hear. I look way too healthy for anyone to believe I am sick. If they only could feel the pain I feel...I can still pass for normal but it takes everything I have and sometimes can only "appear normal" for a short time.
Should I tell people? What should I say?
Could something like early-stage pls possibly allow me to function normally 80% of time with pushing myself? These last 3-4 years things have worsened-esp. bladder probs and stiffness but not a huge amount.
I haven't pursued a diagnosis that hard because I'm not sure I'm ready for it (I don't have much support) and still want to believe I am not sick.
I've posted on here a few times before, but generally have tried to go about my life. I've been battling pain/stiffness/weakness for years and now it seems to have got worse. I had one doc allude to pls. Said I had cranial nerve damage. My neck always hurts when I turn it (95% of the time). I have deep pain in legs when walking or after sitting down. I have urinary probs (leaking, having to go right away). When I bend over and hold that position for more than a few seconds my back locks up and it hurts like crazy to straighten up-same with legs. I can't sit down on the ground and get up easily-muscles get too stiff. When I hold onto something for too long, arms cramp. I get muscle cramps when performing any motion over more than a few times.
I used to get muscle twitches all over but those stopped for the most part.
I don't think it's MS. MRI's looked great I was told.
I did have very low b12 and have that taken care of now (tests normal). But I think it caused nerve damage. The docs said I had nerve damage. I had very hyperactive knee reflexes/gag reflexes. I have pernicious anemia and it is the fatal kind-unable to absorb. I self-inject and have energy now. Before, I was too weak to even get out of bed.
The stiffness in legs/back is getting worse.
However, I am still able to do really strenuous stuff-not like I used to but I can still walk far..all that. I can still swim. When I get out my body feels like lead though.
But there are days when I'm too fatigued to do much of anything. If I get sick, these symptoms I mentioned get much much worse. I've been unable to walk or balance for even a short distance.
I have spots on my arms that are painful to touch.
Reading, I have to close one eye all the time as it causes double vision all the time.
I never feel pain free of full of energy.
Out in cold in winter for too long, and I can't speak-slur words. Lose control. Like my face stiffens up or something.
I've learned that being in hot water makes much of these symptoms go away for a little bit.
The urinary probs are the most consistent and stiffness in back/neck, then pain in legs.
I'm not that old, but feel as if my life is slipping away. I guard myself from people and in general don't have the energy that others do.
I've tripped over my feet a few times and landed on concrete. I've swallowed a few times wrong and inhaled food.
I've heard of the spinal column narrowing and causing nerve damage. Cervical spondylosis I think.
In general, I never mention any of this at all. I think even if I got a diagnosis, no one would believe it is any big deal. Eat better, exercise and you'll be fine is what I hear. I look way too healthy for anyone to believe I am sick. If they only could feel the pain I feel...I can still pass for normal but it takes everything I have and sometimes can only "appear normal" for a short time.
Should I tell people? What should I say?
Could something like early-stage pls possibly allow me to function normally 80% of time with pushing myself? These last 3-4 years things have worsened-esp. bladder probs and stiffness but not a huge amount.
I haven't pursued a diagnosis that hard because I'm not sure I'm ready for it (I don't have much support) and still want to believe I am not sick.